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grief
04:33
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you feel it too,
I see the pain and I'm already through,
but there's nothing to do,
surrender your veins and you're passing anew.
I believe I am waiting for the helplessness in me
to overcome my peace of mind until
I am waiting for a [bodyless/body, less] relief.
I never want to see you cry for me,
I have nothing left to give you for disease,
so you are best to leave behind, and grieve,
all the love you ever thought you felt from me.
I have wasted all your time
and spilled over my cover.
understand that it's a lie
that I see in your heart.
I am tearing off my skin;
the pain is unavoidable.
let this train miss its station
and fly into the dark.
but it's plain to see
there is nothing else beyond your self belief.
If you admitted I was right, perhaps
I would not be damned for terminality.
but I digress, everything's fine, you see,
nothing matters when you give up everything,
and then you focus on the time you have
and how you can then surrender to the [scene/sea].
I am left without my blood
and I've given my heart,
but I know nothing of your love,
you can redeem your membership when we're apart.
you'll notice you're moving
slower than your mind,
but you can't pretend that you are doing
fine. Believe there is nothing but a hopelessness in me,
because I'm keen to leave behind the genes
that never tried to understand my only needs,
or I will give up all my time, and keep
letting go of all your faults and shortcomings,
so I can walk you to a life that's free
of the panic that you drop in everything.
you'll notice I'm moving
slower than your mind,
but it's over when you can't pretend you've died.
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2. |
the light
01:39
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walk down
feel around
and I can't see you
I just need to
tell you
I am lost
and you can't find me
well,
presumably,
since I can't find you
and it's quiet too;
it's so dark in here;
are we in a room?
is this outside?
are we all right?
no, I don't know why
it's so hard for me tonight
I found the light--
--right.
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irresponsive
04:20
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the irresponsibility when a mother wants to have a child
(I want to start a new life, before I've figured out mine)
becomes the mortal enemy when they see that nothing here is worth while
(I cannot bear to feel it, if all that's left for me is time)
I came from a womb that was grieving,
spilled blood in the room--I'm still heaving--
but when I try to justify my life and time,
I come up empty handed, nothing here is fine.
I listen to your explanations and I can say, truly, you weren't right.
your willingness for reparations won't save you from the darkness of the night.
take this as you will, not believing,
seen sights on your own, solely breathing
to go to places where you're finally who's right
I'll never understand why truth becomes the fight
I tried to see clearly through fog without giving any thought about my lights
if everything's ending then I will just leave you with another piece of mind:
I am not who's misbehaving,
your thirst is empty craving
tonight, I know I will die
I am wrong about everything,
but I still try
I still try
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4. |
recreation
05:22
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I never thought I'd be
I never thought I'd see quite like you
I never thought I'd feel
this lonely and unreal, just like you
take it easy, don't let it shine
staying busy will change your mind
and I feel all right
keep it together and don't look back
there's nothing changing, just stay on track
and I won't follow
don't let me take up space
don't let me recreate just like you
I cannot find my way
I have no heart in play, just like you
(it's true)
take it easy, don't let it show
follow your heart and don't let go
and I feel all right
keep it together, yeah, don't look back
stay together, and stay on track
and I won't follow
I never want to be
I never want to seem just like you
don't let me take up space
this moment can't erase I'm like you
take time,
remind me not to talk again
be kind,
remind me not to think again
take time,
remind me not to say why
be kind,
remind me not to tell them why
take time
be kind
remind me
I don't have to
tell them why
I need to take some time
I never want to be
I'll always want to flee one like you
you'll always take up space
you never can erase one like you
take time,
remind me not to get started
I hear it in every sentence I speak, you know I feel weak
every sentence I speak, you know I feel weak
I hear it in every sentence you speak, I know you feel I'm weak
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5. |
bellyup
01:32
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