you feel it too,
I see the pain and I'm already through,
but there's nothing to do,
surrender your veins and you're passing anew.
I believe I am waiting for the helplessness in me
to overcome my peace of mind until
I am waiting for a [bodyless/body, less] relief.
I never want to see you cry for me,
I have nothing left to give you for disease,
so you are best to leave behind, and grieve,
all the love you ever thought you felt from me.
I have wasted all your time
and spilled over my cover.
understand that it's a lie
that I see in your heart.
I am tearing off my skin;
the pain is unavoidable.
let this train miss its station
and fly into the dark.
but it's plain to see
there is nothing else beyond your self belief.
If you admitted I was right, perhaps
I would not be damned for terminality.
but I digress, everything's fine, you see,
nothing matters when you give up everything,
and then you focus on the time you have
and how you can then surrender to the [scene/sea].
I am left without my blood
and I've given my heart,
but I know nothing of your love,
you can redeem your membership when we're apart.
you'll notice you're moving
slower than your mind,
but you can't pretend that you are doing
fine. Believe there is nothing but a hopelessness in me,
because I'm keen to leave behind the genes
that never tried to understand my only needs,
or I will give up all my time, and keep
letting go of all your faults and shortcomings,
so I can walk you to a life that's free
of the panic that you drop in everything.
you'll notice I'm moving
slower than your mind,
but it's over when you can't pretend you've died.
brb ,jort and work won’t love you back are also favourites. BBC6 played work won’t love you back in the middle off the afternoon to a massive audience thanks to someone from a Bristol womens punk collective picking it. PaulSL