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1. |
falling out
02:38
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falling out
feeling free
taken over
let it be
you don't mean that much to me
I get my cellophane, I'll get it all for free
I can live a life of happiness you won't believe
little bits of doubt in what I constantly repeat
I'm a better person for what you have made empty
nothing really matters when you don't remember dreams
if you ask the question, then is all the answers free
if you want some help, then you have got to let them be
oh I've tried, and
I give up.
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2. |
single evening
03:20
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((I had) 22 years until I found love, it was 22 chances and I failed the once)
will they bring me back,
back to the home that they thought that I wanted?
will they leave it as
pristine and fresh and clean as they took it?
doubtful.
hold my hand and walk me through,
tell me what I want to do.
leave me, leave me, leave me
behind.
freedom is not a second game,
no one has ever heard your name.
oh baby, let me feel it now.
if I was goin' away, and I had my way
I'd leave you
crying on the floor,
leaning on the doorway with your hands in the window screaming, "Let me go out! Why don't you want me to?"
if I was goin' away, and I still had my way
I'd leave you
crawling on your own,
paying all alone.
I'd leave you punching into concrete, wait for you to go out, saying, "I'm leaving now"
it is ok with a woman, but it's not with a man?
is that what you think of love?
is that what you think of me, too?
if I was goin' away, and I still had my way
I'd leave you
crying all alone,
breaking all your bones,
because you're angry that I want to make a choice for myself.
Is that what you're leaving now?
(I can still hear you in mind)
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3. |
good girl
04:02
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I, I need to prove that I'm a good girl.
- Good Girl.
And I am not allowed to say no.
I don't have a choice,
you don't have a choice when you are such a good girl.
- Good Girl.
And you are not supposed to know.
You take care,
save me on the way to there,
help me not to bruise myself,
I am not alone.
If I could
save you, then you know I would,
but the only chance to help:
silence and a home.
Frozen in yourself,
drifting in the breeze,
you know you're such a good girl, good girl,
the creature making us whole.
Perfect little thing,
earthly beauty sing,
you know you're such a good girl, good girl.
You're not allowed to grow.
First thing gone: have a little faith in song,
next you lose the will to live. There is nothing left.
Then you leave, learn a different way to breathe,
just before you're breaking down,
no one else can help you know.
take on, for now.
become your how.
If they could teach you,
we would not be here.
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4. |
waste
09:48
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I've been
Wasting
My breath
Trying to breathe again
I've been
Wasting
My time
Trying to live again, oh
And then it's gone, and then it's gone
And then it's gone, and then it's gone
And then you leave, and then you leave
And then you leave, and then you leave
Then I try, then I try, if I try not to fight
But you finally let go of this aching again
And then it's gone, and then it's gone
And then it's gone, and then it's gone
And then you leave, and then you leave
And then you leave, and then I leave
Then I try, then I try, and I try not to cry
'Cause you finally moved onto the aching again
I've been
Wasting
My time
Don't move on
I've been
Wasting
My mind
Trying to think again
I've been
Wasting
My time
Ooh, oh, ooh oh oh oh
Ooh, oh, ooh oh oh oh
And then it's gone, and then it's gone
And then it's gone, and then it's gone
And then you leave, and then you leave
And then you leave, and then you leave
Then I try, then I cry, and you tell me not to fight
But I'm finally moving on and you can't stop me again
I've been
Thinking
You won't
Ever see me again
I don't want you to
And then I'm gone, and then I'm gone
And then I'm gone, and then I'm gone
And now I'm free, and now I'm free
And now I'm free, and now I'm free
I don't believe it
I am me
Ooh, oh, ooh oh oh oh
Ooh, oh, ooh oh oh oh
Ooh, oh, ooh oh oh oh
I am me, I know I asked you too
I've been
Wasting
And you can't
Do what I asked you to
Like you're needin' to
I've been
Wasted
By your time
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5. |
demon
03:42
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there was a demon inside of me
one of those beings that we cannot see
a dark elf breathing beneath my skull
it would keep feeding until I am full
of it's evil, and its old kind
aside of all of that,
I'm fine,
all right?
>tonight<
but it left me behind; it left me here to die
demons in disguise, do not have to try tonight
be kind
so, it seems now that I am free of that think that was killing me
it's gone, and I'm depleted of ambition and all feeling
empty, dull, and bright broken spirits fly
screaming with delight, "We don't have to try tonight!"
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6. |
see me
05:54
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We met along the way,
"How much further you've come," you say,
"so how have you been?"
I get undressed and jump right in.
"Whatever," I say.
I don't want you to know what or who I did yesterday.
Whatever I do, I don't want you there just to see me through.
Move it forward don't wait,
there's nothing to do if you're already running late.
Don't commit until death;
the only time to waste is when there's nothing left.
"Forever," you say?
I don't want you to know what or who I do, anyway.
"Whatever" don't play,
I just can't wait to move on to another place.
The deadliness follows when empty hearts sink;
whoever's beside me is making me think,
if I could rewind you I wouldn't have learned
that all of this freedom was rightfully earned.
What will await: unbelievable fate.
Tell me how it came true.
What's left today: inconceivably great.
How did I get through?
Let's go outside; I want to see you in the light.
No need to hide, I won't hold on to you very tight.
Don't you worry,
'cause I'm not afraid,
my life ahead of me will be great.
I'll run for office and leave you a clue
deep in the layers of document two
safe in safekeeping, they will never find
the reason I stayed was the fear of the ride.
Then I will burn every building I buy,
just to show off what my figure can try.
Then when it's over I'll do what I want,
no more forgiving to act as a front.
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7. |
uncompromiseable
03:47
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I finally see that this all is pointless
this opening scene, repeating and joyless
It was fair enough when it all was over,
but you took it up and tried not to show her
can't you feel pain in your heart?
open mind, giving your life's work
the flickering light of hope on the shore
depleted by night, illusion on moor
I can understand if you still believe them,
but you'll come to see that there is no good end
wanting sleep is just a distraction:
comforting, if only forever
YOU
YOU AND ME
WAS NEVER, WILL NEVER BE
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8. |
new beginning
03:04
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these enemies from beyond all sanity
won't believe anything that (the sky/this guy) will say to me
because it's ending (oh, everything's ending)
but, I digress, it's now a time to fully rest
my weary brain and achy chest
surely, failure is my best when I'm pretending
oh, everything's ending
taking the low road, comforting deal
easy solution, forget it's real
sculpting from nothing, forge my domain
I am ruthless, carried on with poor decisions in my veins
and anything you do is detestfully
and I don't want to ever fulfill your needs
believe my brain, I've given up all my keep
I only hope that hell's a furnace for this dream
filling my quota, fallible smile
before it's over, sulk all the while
swear in the forest, utterly gone
leave your anger on the road, this new beginning's what I'm on
so I don't need a good conversation please,
and it's ok, I'm lonely as well indeed
please walk away from here and forever leave
this new beginning is the only one for me
just set me free
and let me be
oh you demon
demon beside of (me)
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9. |
unloved [unmastered]
03:02
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(quatro)
so many times you let me down, it's ok
so many times you fooled around, it's ok
so many times you used me,
so many times you bruised me
I hope you feel unloved,
I've come back easily,
I hope you feel unloved,
it's you and you are mean
so many times you held me down, it's ok
so many times you held a frown, it's ok
so many times you fooled me,
so many times you ruled me
I hope you feel unloved,
I've come back easily,
I hope you feel unloved,
it's you and you are mean
so many times you broke your crown, it's ok
so many times you broke me down, it's ok
so many times you choose me,
so many times abuse me
I hope you feel unloved,
I've come back easily,
I hope you feel unloved,
it's you and you are mean
I hope you feel unloved,
I've come back easily,
I hope you feel unloved,
it's you and you are mean
so many times you let me down, it's ok
so many times you fooled around, it's ok
so many times you used me,
so many times you bruised me
I hope you feel unloved,
I've come back easily,
I hope you feel unloved,
it's you and you are mean
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10. |
kind
04:23
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I've moved on to another kind of man–
one who lets me be who the fuck I am–
and when I smile I am free;
I'm allowed to be.
...valentine, I know that you aren't fine, but it will
end so soon, believe me... there's no room for me here.
...valentine, I know that
you aren't fine with your end
...valentine, it's over
speak your mind to begin
...valentine, it's simple
waste of time, that's your game
valentine
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11. |
heaven
06:20
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I know that I will never leave you
Your parents probably don't believe you
When you tell them how much that you need my eyes
Even to the both of us it's a surprise
I'm looking back to the beginning
Before we understood our winnings
Then when I told you it was just too hot inside
That was the best move that I ever could have tried
Don't turn back
Grasp my hand
A billion stars suspend above the
Magnificence that soon would love me
I couldn't tell you how incredible the sight
I wasn't there, I wasn't dead, I was alive
The perfect sound
In surround
Hold me down
Kiss me all around
That was all it took
That was all I'd need
That was all I'd wanted
But then that was all I'd breathe
Couldn't let you out
The foreground of my mind
Every second craving
Just a little more of your time
Days began to slow
I could barely speak
Having you around me,
Nothing else was bleak
Fingers intertwine
Staring in your eyes
Give a little smile
To the rest of our lives
This is my forever
Not something I can leave
Perfect fit together
I still cannot believe
You make it all better
I need you to come with me
You've sent me to heaven
In my body
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12. |
still alive
09:04
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falling down, I'm waiting here and I'm uncovered
falling now, I'm waiting here for my lover
falling out, I wait too many years, then it passes me by
why now?
will you follow me home? I'll leave my blinkers on,
so you don't have to guess if I'm going that way
will you welcome me home? I don't want it alone;
I just want you to stay awake
why now?
falling out, I wait too many years, then it passes me by
bye, bye
I felt all the blood falling out of my skull
I didn't even fight it; I couldn't stop my hand
I felt it wash all over me,
I fell, I laid, I prayed awake,
oh my god, it's really happening
oh my god, it's really happening
oh,
I'm still alive,
I'm still alive,
still alive
oh,
you're still alive,
you're still alive,
still alive
oh,
we're still alive
we're still alive,
still alive
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remy owen Los Angeles, California
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